5/12/2009

I had a great day today =) *wink wink*

Morning

Went dancing with my sis (n my youngest sis as "pasu bunga"). Recomended by CY~ Hau Yeen was there too.. I think I "performed" quite well during the practice.

(Talk to myself: "Of course lar~ My sis helped me to kaji the dance video clip at YouTube whole midnight before that, and I practiced it for like 3 hours, slept at 4 a.m.before the day. Struggled so damn hard for the steps.")

Going back there for more practice next Sat. Yeepie~!!!

 PS: And this will lead me to my year end's trip with some of my girls to Penang.

Afternoon

And then after the practice me brought CY back my home and terrified her with my baby DOODOO & NoNo. lol CY was so afraid of my little hamsters til my youngest sis went on and made fun of her. Poor CY~ Come, YY *sayang* u...

After putting CY down at a bus station along Jinjang, my siblings and I went to Kepong for movie! Guess what? I finally watched my all-time-fav-cartoon movie!!! A Christmas Carol... A totally worth-to-watch movie. I have tears in my eyes during the movie *sob* Touching~~~

Watch it in 3D if you have some extra $, you'll know what I mean after you watched it =P

Super super nice nice nice movie.

PS: Super hoping wolfie will go n watch it too

(he never ever enjoy those kinda movie which I like. He look down at those movies that I pick I guess...).

This movie maybe can motivate him to do some charity work

(and not to "san" me as if I have being foolish by doing some little donation and charity work.)

DUH~

Evening

After the movie, four of us went straight back home. Before going into our house, we saw a very cute brown puppy in front of our gate.  It was indeed a super brilliant puppy. It jumped up and down when we gave it some clean water and biscuits. Too bad mom and dad will never let us adopt that cute creature SIGH =(

Then, dad brought us to Port Klang for dinner and to meet his "Indian monk". Eat eat eat~ I started to enjoy food recently. Bad bad bad. Weight is coming towards me OMG!

Note:

After we came back from Port Klang, we found that the little puppy was still somewhere nearby our home! So, bro, youngest sis, n I decided to "smuggle" it into our house. Too bad that puppy was too clever. Shortly after we led it into our home, it somehow learnt the way to get in and out from the gate. I wonder will we see it again tomorrow morning? Really wish to keep it as a pet. I never have such "thick thick feeling" towards stray doggies... =(

That's all for my today's diary lo~ A great day. A great great day. LOVE IT <3

YY's random thoughts: "Hmm some day after my final exam, maybe I should post up pics about my life @ Nov & Dec... Oh wells~ 2 really interesting months of 2009". =) =)

B.I.T.C.H!!!

People, I'm putting up a post about a b*tch.

Forgive me for my usage of such harsh words (N it's so not me~), but this B*tch is totally bitchy!

Remember last week I said I'd a car crash? Yea, that's the stupid woman I'm talking about. WTF~

I'm driving back from University and was at Jalan Ipoh. This woman came out of nowhere and I cant manage to stop my car fast enough. What happen next? BANG lar!

Stupid woman wanna make illegal U-turn also don't know ke? 

We all know policemen are too busy to keep an eye on every single car on the road... But... Can't u develop a little of common sense?! Look at the junction which u're making ur illegal turn, ok? It's full of cars leh... 

 AND, u're not as skillful as those uncle who drove car for like 20-30 years. If u just not so confident bout turning, then don't turn lar u BITCH! Wanna turn - don't wanna turn - then sudenly turn!!!  

DUMBO BRAINLESS EMPTY-MINDED WOMAN!!

I'm holding a P liscene, I know. And, I'm pretty sure that at the time when you turn out, if the one who is driving in front of you is those kinda uncle I mentioned just now, the crash wouldn't happen and you'll just ended up get scolded or point middle-finger by the uncle.

DUH!!! But the one you met is me. I'm not skillful YET I know rules. And, I am not as DUMB as you bitch. If I know I cant afford to make the turn, I so totally won't *perform* it. WTF. (with an imagery mid finger.)

Here people, this is the plat of the stupid bitch. Have a nice look and see in case you remember anything about this car.

WST 7075

This is what the woman put me into:

DUMBO BITCH!

If you're wondering why I'm so angry bout the bitch. Let me tell u.

At first after the crash, I am totally ok with the incident. Well, thinking about my parents said that it's a good thing that I didn't get injured or what-so-ever.

And, looking at the young woman face, she look totally humble, gentle, shy-shy type. She said she don't wanna bring the case into police station, and she look so damn sincere when she said she will pay. WTF I even pity her when my mom ask for compensation from her; I told my mom just get  the exact amount for repairing my car.

WTF the woman at first agreed to pay RM600. She only got RM200 cash and agreed that she'll pay the rest by bank-in. And, the agreement was she will bank-in directly to the repair shop owner.

Guess what?! THE DUMB BITCH DID NOT PAY!

My family gotta pay the rest of the repairing fee... STUPID.

My mom called her, the repair shop owner called her... SMS, phone calls whatever, she just don't bother! DUMB woman.

You fooled us with ur so-damn-innocent face lar... BITCH!!!

Here's the number & name, people:

016-3698 288

ANNETTE

If anyone of you recognise the number, and you know who's the owner.

GOOD!

Tell her it's IMMORAL to not keep a promise when u're in the fault!

If u planned to trick her with the number I provided,

GO AHEAD!!!! The number is valid!

Too bad I didn't get her IC number. Trust her stupid innocent b*tch face too much.

DUH.

updates.

Busy.

1 last bloody ASSignmnt =.=

In HELP now.

Sleepy.

Neck & shoulder pain.

Something wrong with my bones I guess?!

Later got Chinese Society activity.

Sien.

Dunno got member come anot leh.

Lazy.

Update my blog with FB =.=

Why am I acting like a stalker to ***... I wonder...

November 20 at 5:22am

I wanna go book fair @ The Mines. Why is it so damn jam... =(

Sun at 5:21pm

My hair dryer exploded this morning. Ouch...

Mon at 11:29pm

Im tired of doing things. Can I have some break?

Today at 11:20am

 Add in the latest update:

A car made an illegal U-turn @ Jalan Ipoh and I banged right at it!!! Phew~ 

6 hours ago

Something is so wrong with my luck recently. I have my laptop got totally crashed; my hair dryer exploded into flames and smoke when I'm using it; my friend drove my car and banged on ppl's car; I banged on a blur-blur-lady's car etc.

The situation look kinda awful, right?

Well, my mom n dad have totally good attitude, which I've picked up, in looking at things that happened to me. Like what they always said: "Luckily you're not injured. That's good." Ok lor~ They got their point. I should be grateful coz' I've survived. Can I be proud too? Proud of not getting any injury, scratch and wound... lol

Being a big fan of self fulfilling prophecy (a hypothesis which says that "you're what you think"), I shall say to myself: "Good luck is coming~ Just gotta wait..." then give myself a big big smile like this >> =)

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I had it enough.

Maybe I should give myself a treat.

Get my nails polished, maybe?

I ain't happy.

U?

It feels like the world's turning away from me =(

CHILL-ing

Hehe... Those busy assign. finally coming to an end. *tears&cheers*
PS: The annoying 3-hours law class per week has came to an end too! *cheers-lagi-more*
So damn "chilling" now though there are actually 2 more to be complete. CHILL lar people~

And, so I promised myself to update those bday blog that I wanna type but I am now suddenly lazy + not motivated to do so. How arr? Wait lor~ Wait til I have the mood first ba... (DUH)

Yang cut short hair jor~ YEEPIE!!!\^O^/
Well, not really short lar, but at least is no more the long long and straight straight hair that I have been "putting on my head" for nearly 2 years. Change look lor~

I'm quite ok with the hair.. Same goes to wolfie (I guess so?) and some of my friends.
But, Cwah says my longer & straighter hair nice wor.. Sigh, this woman memang pandai kacau my determination ><" Anyway next week planning to go get our dresses for ball! Yeeepie~

Ini-lah gaya rambut terbaru aku:

The pic is not so nice I know.

Will post up some of my crazy pics that I took to kill time during past few days

when I'm over bored coz my lappy is not here.

Guess what?

My lappy (aka laptop, this term learn from my senior geh LOL) is finally home =)

Spent RM360 for it.

Better be good boy lar lappy... Spend so much on u... Appreciate it, ok?

STILL, chill-ing.

Oh gosh, I just so LOVE this kinda feeling.

RELAX =)

Upcoming plans for remaining days of 2009:

- Research Colloquium

- Book Fair @ The Mines

- Completion for all assign.

- Study (and this should mean prepare in advance!?) then go for exam LOL

- Cinema(s): 2012, The Christmas Carol, Storm-rider 2, and some oth cartoons.

- Walkabrella(?) (Considering...)

- Prom night! \^o^/

- Penang trip with Uni gang (Hopefully the F6 gang wont fong our fei gei =.=)

- Sunway Lagoon with all my pretty girls. =) =) =)

- Christmas

>> Say buh-bye to 2009. And, that's end of "belasan umur". Ello to 20 year-old ME & U.

><"

Ok lar~ Gotta get back to my work. Hopefully I'll be concentrate enuf.

Those pics and blog entries I will update soon, that's a promise for myself...

cont. CHILL-ing.

Ahh...

I love this LIFE! <3

PS: turn ur face clockwise 90 degree, u'll see what's the symbol <3 =)

PPS: All the F6 jimui, GAMBaTEH! Same goes to my SPM sis. Aza Aza FIGHTING!

Notty Laptop!

People~ My laptop broke down on my birthday and it nearly spoil my BIG DAY! Ewwwww~
PS: But da BIG DAY was a great one after all.. =)

Sigh...Hopefully I can really get it back tomorrow. The repair guy kept on fong my fei gei.. WTF!

Til then, I shall not able to update my blog and upload some nice nice pix.. ISH

Sadly,
Yang.

祝福祝福～ALL MINE！哇哈哈

我承认，我是不要脸；我承认，我超为我的1111觉得光荣；我承认，我极喜欢收集大家给我的祝福。

呵呵～

这份post我拿来放所有给过我祝福的人儿，当作我的个人记录，接下来你们生日时，我也会给你送上我的祝福的～！

谢谢你们在我身边。谢谢你们的祝福。
PS：即使你是被逼的，我也为你给的祝福感到快乐=) （哈哈……）

All the cuties who have blessed me with wishes...

I shall return mine when urs big days come =)

1. Ching Yi (aka HanKeat's gf)
2. LiWah
3. 名名（好多年前我叫她LP的～呵）
4. Huey Ying （SJAM的junior）
5. 阿J（秀洋的米J）
6. DD
7. KianTiah (My HEROES's Hiro Nakamura~~~ LOL)
8. Min Yi (My mangkuk~ MANGKUK+JAMBAN...lol XD)
9. 风姐姐
10. Hui Shan
11. Hau Yeen
12. Kok Wai aka W.O.L.F.I.E << Assignmt 比我还要重要=(
13. Carmen
14. SueFay
15. KerXin
16. BoonPeng何文斌（我小学的死党～从小学到现在没有fail过祝我生日快乐^^）
17. JunBin (My sister's Boy bOy... So got heart de MuiFu.. Not bad not bad~)
18. Jonathan
19. Christine Too (因为FB，一些你很不close的人，也会给你祝福=.=)
20. Nanda (这是因为那个seAcHANge program才又开始点点的交流的同班同学～)
21. Wincent（饥饿30认识回来的“台湾老爸”！）
22. Vivian Pang (PSG senior...这个就是上次我说的那位很照顾人的学姐！)
23. JunMin (PSG senior.. Look dumb dumb but cute cute de~^^)
24. LiLing
25. Joshua Yap (I still prefer to refer her as 'Sook Fun' ><)
26. Kelvin（也是学会认识的……MS是中文辩论国手，不过我不确定啦～）
27. 哥妹俩网站（汗～这是我以前进的……网站也会有系统祝福人的，厉害到……）
28. 大马神起之家 （系统讯息=.= 不过想当年有段时候是我第二家呢～）
29. 勋随律动 （又是系统讯息><"！！）
30. Wapster （KokWai的兄弟来的～MS叫kok onn...）
31. 妮表妹
32. Wai yee
33. Bryant (my CCS president)
34. Yong Hao (CCS people~)
35. 芬姐姐
36. Chin Moon~~~~~
37. Choi Wah (And she accidentally helped promote in class LOL)
38. Yee Jie aka EG ("JiMui"~ hehe)
39. Christine (group member)
40. Man Yee
41. Yong (I like call him Yong Yong XD)
42. Woen Jye (Called twice but I din pick up call *paiseh*)
43. Joyce~
44. London Weight Management (SWT good customer service?!)
45. Sook Theng (NX's cousin, tmr her bday ^^)
46. Jaime
47. Laisan (aka 老黄梨...)
48. Carrie Jie~
49. Shih Nee
50. Wuei Ging (the 111 gal~^^)
51. Jun Leong
52. Ian (hehe~ I actually like this senior a lot! LOL)
53. Vin (PSG "sexy senior" =D)
54. Sabrina Tan aka Ah Sa~
55. Kimmy
56. Wenx Wong (frm FB n I have no idea who she is... *paiseh*)
57. Pei Shan (PSG siao siao de senior =D)
58. Yee Mun (last time Media de junior)
59. Amira (f4/f5 classmate)
60. Mr. Wang (SJAM officer.. His bday >>1122)
61. Debra (FB helps to connect some ppl that u nvr speak to but u noe their existance~ =.=)
62. Chia Wei (very talented senior~ *shuai*)
63. Sky Tee (*i dunno*)
64. Ms. Selina (My foundation English n Psycho lecturer! She rmb my name err *proud*)
65. Sue May (my ex 2004 CLDS leader...hehe)
66. Yuan Sung (jeung ka's dai poh// XD lol)
67. Jiali
68. Jaime
69. Kah yan? (Media junior... I forgot her chinese name le..OMG!)
70. Mei Wei
71. Li Vern
72. Yan Jia (long lost 2ndary skol fren..)
73. Vivian Chuah (still.. PSG senior)
74. Jing Guo
75. Jun Yi (hehe.. pimary skol fren who always rmb my bday ^^)
76. Karyn
77. Bernice
78. Sharon Yeo (Never know her in person. Just somehow got some interaction via FB's hatchling game ^^)
79. Jack (this is foundation fren de Jack~)
80. Big head junior aka Wan Yee (lol..)
81. World Vision (attached with a very nice bday photo ^^)
82. Hidden Street Forum (programmed mail AGAIN swt =.=")
83. Sony Ericson.com (also attched with a bday pic Hehe///)
84. L tin (Friendster, n i dunno again ><")

[生日图图贴]

1111，是我洋的大日子！目前收到2份礼物了=)

今天在班很不要面子的到处叫人给我准备礼物……哈哈～超爱这种不要脸的感觉！

去年我在学校很默默地度过了，今年总算可以恢复我中学时期当年疯狂叫人送礼物的三八行为……（汗、、）

这个POST我就来记录下我收下的礼物吧～

第一份是一位朋友送给我的。很可爱的猪猪，还有我人生中第二个音乐盒。*爱*

[图图等我拍了在放上来]

第二份，是超级特别的！是我一位感情很特别的网友》》阿J米J送给我秀洋的。

还有，这份PO：TO：秀洋

冥冥网海中，可以找到这么一份友谊，很不简单。话说，十二月等我去槟城的时候，一定要带份礼物给她=)她的生日跟我家秀一样，十二月十五日。没记错的话，她的生日就是当初吸引我注意的一点。从那一刻开始，我们就一见如故，谈得好多好多。虽然现在我们没那么多话了，不过，正如她在blog里写的，久久一封信息就足以带来温暖。

TO:变态外星人年糕米J（还记得这名字吧J^^），谢谢你～爱你噢……*抱抱*

PSG iPOH Camp

【占位～迟些来PO图图^^】
很好玩的camp，让我认识了好多好多的朋友～

大学生活越来越精彩了，YEAH\^o^/

SEAchange. For me & U =)

Hey people, as you all know I am active taking part extra activities, here's another activity that I am very interested in.

Some of you might have seen this (as I tried to promote it through MSN & Facebook^^"), but I'm sure most of you might wonder what is this about. Let me explain~

Who organize?

- The event is organized by Youthsays.

What's about?

- The event, SEAchange - South East Asia Largest Youth Movement for Personal Change is  the first ever Youth Engagement Summit in South East Asia.

 - 500 Southeast Asian youth (from Vietnam, Indonesia, Thailand, Cambodia etc.) are to gather and meet global change icons (e.g. world leaders like Garry Kasparov, Amitabh Bachchan, Tony Fernandes and many more!), right here in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Share your thoughts for your country and learn from youth of other country in the 3 days event!

Need to pay?

- No. When you win a trip to YES2009, your flight, hotel, and summit pass worth USD2,500 will be paid for. (Yea~ You gotta win a place among the 500 sponsored trips to participate.)

What we need to do?

- Simply answer 3 questions about changes you wanna implement in your country. Then, help promoting the movement. Participants are then choosen by the committee.

Where to sign up?

- Click >> SEAchange. You will be guided then.

I don't wanna sign up lar~ Not interested.

- It's ok if you don't wanna sign up. BUT.... Can you do me this favor? Sign up and answer the 3 questions. Support my effort of promoting the organization, ok? Thank you if you willing to spend the time for answering the 3 questions. 

Love you~ *hug+muacks* =)

How do I get more info?

- Still, click the link>> SEAchange. You will see more info on the page =)

 

Thank you for spending time wondering what this event all about.

It is truly meaningful. =)

...

Love never claims; it ever gives...

No more 111, but 100.

I think hor...
I got only 90 pics now. And 111 of 1111 pics are like so far away to achieve jor now =(


Changing my target to hundred aka 100!

Me wan capture 100 pics of 1111 by my 19th brithday!! =)

PS: This is what we called "risk management" in PMG. You predict a risk, n get back-up plan.
WOW~ Never knew I paid so much attenion during Franklin's lecture. LOL

Mangkuk Jamban.

MinYi says write in English.
YinFoong says: "I'll write in English when there's ur name in my post".

Hahahahaha XD

- Before the Albert's class starts.

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Movies that I wanna watch:

1. 2012

2. Fong Wan 2 (KokWai says: "Storm Rider~")

3. A Christmas Carol

PS: Wolfie only going to pei me watch 2012. Haih. So sad.

Youtube里原来真的有很多人才～

汗、、

我半夜不做功课，一直往youtube扒东西出来看~

发现……原来很多会唱歌的人，都跑去唱那些很奇怪、搞笑的歌=.=

刚看了一个比较有教育性的：点击[判得太迟 (爱得太迟- 古巨基 改编版)]

改了古巨基的《爱的太迟》，叫人要“sang sang seng seng”走正路～

呵呵～我爱古巨基的歌声^^

那个唱的，歌声很棒噢～超像原唱的声音。好一把声音~！

建议大家也去看改周杰伦、费玉清《千里之外》的《欠你十块》。

这个强！

那个人模仿费玉清很像～～～

歌词也是超级搞笑的……哈哈=D

我要乖乖去oink oink了～

明天等狼上完课后去跟他去看戏 =)

班上的坏孩子

今天不懂为什么感觉班上的人都有在班上睡着=.=
好像大家都很累那样～

我今天也睡着了><"
很少睡着的咯我～至少我是那么认为了啦～因为平常我不听课的原因都是因为我在玩我的，老师教老师的……哈哈XD

所以，今天我的gang的人 - 明仪和狼一直都在睡 - 我和某甲申轮流睡=.=

狼 - 他厉害咯～睡到呼噜噜的，隔壁座的女生听见了一直偷笑，还好我迅速地帮他盖嘴巴=.=

 明仪 - 睡觉正是她一贯的作风～

甲申 - 很努力不给我偷拍，不过还是有睡着了～呵呵

我呢～

在班上通常都是跟他们睡觉时间不一样的那个（就是说，我睡他们不睡；他们睡我不睡）=.=

闷的时候，就拿手机来玩……

上次正好给我逮到1111噢～呵呵=)

今天我和狼做PR，一直找人一起年尾到槟城游玩，我们找了超多人，不过真正确实的大概只有那班form6 gang咯……因为其中一个叫‘坚定’（我不会拼他真正的名字=.=）的，是那里来的人～

有点遗憾就是我们家的甲申不能跟着去，那傻子年尾已经被他教会里的3个营会book去了，不为难他咯～

呵呵……感觉上真的有机会可以去槟城了^^
高兴啊～～～（希望不要像志恒说的“讲爽” ><"）

我的假期有着落了 \^0^/ 

我要乘机去找我的阿J，
等确定什么时候去时，我就通知下她……

呵呵 =)

FB sot jor!

Today, at this moment, FB sot jor!
Well, some of the functions seriously sot jor EWWWWWW~

Hate it. Ish~

Training. Camp.

Saturday morning I went for a personal empowerment training organized by PSG.
I think I gained a lot through the training. I really mean it.

Those topic the trainers covered like: Values, Self-esteem, EQ, Communication, Empathy etc.
We may always come across these terms in the text book, but we can't really understand what it means till u really being put into the situation. Through some of the activities in today's workshop, I think I've learned much - not only from the trainer -  most of the time the other members are the ones who enhanced the learning process.
I guess most of us learn from each other lar~

Practicing those skills and knowledge I learned today is not easy though. But I feel really happy when wolfie appreciate my effort ^^ He say I got improvement err... YEAH \^0^/

And, I finally found some kaki for the camp jor! It seems like some of my classmates are going too! Well, not quite sure, but I know they are interested =)
Good good. I like going with peers rather than seniors. It has been quite a long time for me to go camp with my age of people, I always have to join the seniors' group during camp =.= DUH~

Hehe, now persuading Cwah to go along too. She said she "feel" like wanna join activties but something always hold her back. I dunno, but I guess joing the facilitation camp would be benificial. There're things that we can always learn in camp, just depending on ourselves whether we realize it or not. =)

After hours of chatting with wolfie, he kinda wanna go too. But I dunno. For him, I know he doesn't really like socializing and organizing events (well, that's what the facilitation camp all about - games and learning of organizing events, public speaking, PEER SUPPORT etc.), I don't wanna give him (AND myself too, coz I'll feel stressful to "jaga" both side - him n the society people) any pressure, don't want him go becoz of me; he will not learn, not without he himself have the will to learn through the activities that he doesnt enjoy.

So..... I don't know lar~ Slowly slowly ask him lor...

Hehe..

Camp camp camp

I LOVE CAMP!!!  

=)

New look^^

Hehe~ My place have a new look now, so how is it? Ok?

Well, I am quite satisfy with the deco and the template etc.
Few days ago when I check this blog, I dunno why the template "sot" jor, and mix all my page elements. DUH~
Yesterday I used like few hours to clean the mess. Phew~ Anyway, I'm happy with my new home. And.. This time my blog template credits goes to "Template Mama" which you all can go check her website by clicking the icon at the end of my blog page. Quite cute and neat templates as well as tutorials she provided =)

Today my mood is kinda mix - but more towards the good ones.
It's mix because I have done a good deed today but I don't really know did I do the right thing to help the girl.
Today when Minyi, Wolfie and I was doing our stuff at DSA, a girl sitting a wheelchair asked us for a favor. Minyi told me earlier that this girl is in her class and this girl has some kinda health condition.

So, after that girl asked for the favor, I approached her while Minyi stood quite behind of me. It took me quite long to finally understand that this girl are in period pain and knowing that herself is emotional, she needs someone to accompany. I was quite nervous and feeling so hopeless as I really wanted to help her but I just cant do anything to ease her pain. Sigh~ After Minyi and I helped her to get to the staff room, we went for our class. Both of us were quite disturbed as we never really have the chance to think and feel the way these unlucky people think and feel.

To me, I start looking forward to couseling skills which I hope that I would picked up a lil of it by the time I graduate.

Helping people is always a pleasant experience, but when you have the will to help, but you dunno how to help, it feels sux. Yea, it's a not-really-good-feeling.

Anyway, sleepy now.

Today still gotta rush for assignment =.=

Later need to teach tuition.

Aiyoooooo~ Me wanna sleep leh.....><"

And...Then.. A day.

And today appeared to be an "ok day".

DUH~ I nearly thought it will turn out to be bad. SWT SWT SWT

Today I woke up at 6 a.m. yet get up frm the bed at 7.45 a.m. when wolfie called. DUH~ I thought last night he said he wanna morning call me, rupanya is this "morning" =.= Anyway, Im da one who ask him no need to do so. So no anger~

Then I jumped into my car while calling up EG at 8 a.m. Luckily EG got our observation settle on time and there's a figure for our record. Phew~ Then rushed to school and got up da bus. Then there were a few classmates who were keep on saying, "Oh~ same gang... Late also har..." DUH~ I don't really know them, so I just keep quiet lo... But, knowing someone who sama-sama late for class feels really good. It's like >> "You're not alone". LOL

Reached class. Got a seat beside Henry which is luckily one row behind wolfie, EG and Joyi. Then I saw wolfie face like black black je~ Suan lor, just pretended like I didn't see his black face. After settling everything down then I start talk to him explain explain and Blah blah blah~

Then student council people came into the class to advertise about prom night, Hehe~ I managed to get 10 people including me go~ Yeah~
PS: And the girls kept asking me whther wolfie going or not. And they are so suprise that I said he is not. And they don't believe. And I wondered why GF just can't go to prom without BF? DUH~ I am going without him anyway. Save our couple prom night for next year ba..

End of the class, we went for lunch. And I proudly decided to skip my EL101 aka the boring-til-i-wanna-die class. HAHA XD that's the best decision I made in this week! LOL =P

Then we went to the computer room to check our midterms results. Then, headmaster aka Kim Fooi asked wolfie to go to an adventure club trip which long time ago I asked wolfie go but he said that he has no money. When his brother gang ask him, he suddenly have the mood to go jor lar DUH The excuse is he got money jor~ This nearly got my nerve coz yesterday when I asked him to go for a cartoon meat ball movie on Friday, he showed me "huh? Really wanna go arrrrrrrrrrrrr~" that kinda response. Sigh... Watching cartoon is such a horrible experience huh? What about me watching those high-tech-fighting scenes?! simply EXCUSES lar~
Then both of my guys played counter-strike which I discovered that nerds are really pathetic =.= So, I went on to flirt those guy classmates in the computer room. HAHA XD

And so now, EG and wolfie went for their experiment. I am sitting at the computer room at level 9 while thinking whether or not to attend PSG meeting. Hmm~

Woen Jya called me wor~ Ok lar, got partner I jiu go lar~

Wierd day.
weird. wierd. wdier. wreid. LOL

Huh?

Haih. Midnight. And Im suppose to be rushing for assignments. SUPPOSE..
Duh.. Just so not in mood.

Dunno y. I hate this mood swing thinggy. BTW, does mood swing actually exist?
It's just so disgusting to feel good one second - felt bad next sec - felt ok another sec - felt extremely terrible for a few seconds that actually feel like few hours =.= - felt ok again - felt super hyper and as if the world is at your side then - And, the swing comes all over again.

Is it a personality thing?
Is it stress?
Is it.......I dunno what it is.
Duh...
Stupid thoughts jumped in and out. I hate tonight. Hate hate hate hate hate.

It's Wed tomorrow and I have the worst class ever in my entire life. which I really mean it - WORST.
EL 101 aka Elements for Law.
The what-the-"tut" part is it's not even a subject, it's only an intro part for my next sem's elective >> the BUSINESS LAW.
Sigh.. Human Resource got what to do wif LAW wor? Pls don't make me a bad student by sending me into a class which I will not listen 80%  of what the lecturer said. Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

My mood is getting no where.
I hate THOSE THINGS that had triggered it.
I hate getting no where. I want more positive impulses for my life. I need it. DESPERATELY.

1 a.m. and I don't feel like sleeping. Can I wake up late tmr?
Can I be late to class without having those eyes and faces that keep telling me: OMG~ She's late AGAIN!
Duh..

Anyway, good nite all human beings.

Good nite baby Doo and baby No.

Mummy loves you both.

You both are the only n best THING that will never make me feel upset.

*muackkk*

Make-up products?

Well well well... Yang went around online shopping AGAIN =.=
First was the jnjstreet.com, then happy-beautyshop.com, then Kxin's sis place then some very random blogs DUH!

I enjoy being a girl, shopping just make you feel soooooo good LOL 

BUT!! at the downside, my cash is flowing like water~ Not yet, but it going to be SWT""""

Ok, so Yang's tonight search theme is about eye make up. I went through lots of article yet can't have a clear clue on which product to use best. Guess u can only determine a good/bad product only after using it huh?

Anyway, here's something that I wanna share:

Check this link: Beauty Products

I don't really know how reliable is this article... But I am pretty sure that ALL the products there are branded and hence EXPENSIVE. Duh~

Just wanna get ur attention to the mascara mentioned in the post:

Best mascara - Maybelline Intense XXL Volume + Length Microfiber Mascara. 

PS：check those comments too. Somehow quite useful.

According to one of my friends' elder sister, she said this is really good. It "extend" your eyelashes and it can be wipped off easily and blah blah blah....

Well, that's "ACCORDING TO HER", I dunno, but I'm VERY interested in buying it to try. Sooner or later I am going to stores to check out for the price! Hehe ^^

Yesh yesh... I need to do lots of homework before I can do a presentable eye make up. Learning hardly... Learning....

That's all for the sharing..

Haha way back to my "research" LOL

Nitez people, have a great dream =)

打扫～

*扫一扫地*

*吹～*

*灰尘满天飞*

*咳咳*

*大喊：我回来了！！*

嗯，来打扫我的小窝了……终于考完mid-term咯^^

这几天节目都是满满的，很*棒*的feel～
多谢CY，我才记得，喜欢把生活过得充实，不是一种罪过。

上几天的节目有：参观学校的辅导中心，中秋晚会，去joyce的教堂听歌，电影，shopping，pasar malam，帮妈咪准备礼物等。

接下来的节目有：去EG的教堂，Beauty talk，参加experiment等～

当中还有我很期待的prom night。很想去见识下，不过想到只是Yr1就去参加，会不会浪费钱……不过这种function，是我很喜欢的……*矛盾挣扎-ing*

无论如何，
加油加油～
快快挨完这个学期！

我要过生日！

我要放假去外面旅行！

我要过圣诞节！

我要过新年！我要买新衣！我要过情人节！

我要做internship！

我要去我人生第一次去的演唱会！我要买stand by U的专辑！

我要……我要……我要……

我要我活得开心，

也要我身边的人们也为他们自己开心……

Drink for me?

Yea~ I know I am not suppose to be here. I know I got many things to do. I know I left so many things behind that I suppose to do but I am so RELUCTANT to do them. LOL

Sigh.. Look at everyone's MSN message. All of them busy for their school thinggy too... Why must assignments, exams, activities be so suffering?!! STUPID~

Ish ish..

Then my body also STUPID~ Next week wanna exam now then you hang-gei la?! ISH ISH... Today my voice so "man" LOL
Only get to recover a bit of my feminine voice after wolfie bought a kind of sweet for me. *hugz*

Then my dad bought le some Chinese medicine which tasted super super super horrible. I added like 3-4 spoons of sugar still can't remove the bitterness. How arr? Still got about half pot to go. Pour away will be super wasting but I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!

Argh..... *roaR~~~~~~~*

This the look of the smelly horrible thinggy:

Anyone wanna drink for me?

推荐Online Shoppin [And，找人分担邮费!]

大家大家～

洋要在jnjstreet.com（有兴趣就点击吧～）买一些美容/美发的东西了～

上次某个黄梨山说她要买电话线（拿来绑头发的=.=），我跟她说等我下次（就是现在）做Online买卖的时候帮她，因为便宜嘛……呵

since要帮她，洋想也帮帮其他的姐妹吧～

你们按上面那个link来看看里面有卖的东西吧～

洋（也有介绍过给某雯^^）在那里买过了东西，觉得很不错啦……价钱ok，服务态度也不错。

要是有兴趣的话，跟我说声吧，我们一起联订，可以剩下点点邮费……

话说，邮费在那个网站一律是RM6，所以洋就想找到人跟我分担咯……

我们用购买数量来看看怎么分担咯，话说如果2人一起购买了10样，5样你的，5样我的，那就一人一半RM3的邮费……这样来分担……呵

（然后就东西寄来我家了，我拿给你们……）

你们自己看看吧～然后跟我说……

号外

话说我自己是用过几个很不错的物品的，现在想购买的也有几样觉得不错的，跟你们分享下吧：

资生堂 -- 矿物泥去黑头粉刺面膜 ：这个拿来clear黑头的，涂在脸上等干了，撕下来，清掉那些鼻头肮脏的东西。（虽然很小包，要是你只是搽在鼻子拿来去粉刺，就可以用2-3次了～）

资生堂 -- 美白修护面膜软膜膏水嫩美白 ：这个是美白/水嫩作用的。会不会有明显效果，洋不太能分辨……不过说能把皮肤弄嫩些，有啦～

The Face Shop 速洁毛孔痘痘贴：这个这次我又买啦！！贴痘痘的，手抓不到，使痘痘看起来没那么明显，痘痘也不会弄到灰尘……RM8，不过里面有50粒！不错^^

DARIYA浏海固定无痕魔法发贴：一包有两个，做功课的时候贴头发起来，拿下来后绝对不留痕迹！再说，有一次我在外面看到卖RM10，网站卖RM3，那些外面的店铺太会赚钱了！！><"

韩国超热卖 电话线 、电话绳 发圈：不知道外面卖的是多少钱，网站卖的是RM0.80。就头发放下来不会有那么明显的痕迹就是了～

其他：个人可以推荐的有美丽日记&我的心机，这两个品牌的面膜～

洋大概一个星期多后就去下订单～

有兴趣分邮费跟我说噢……

舞台下的一个学姐

刚刚从学校回来～

心情很好呢^^ 因为看了一场很不错的舞台剧。
今天是我们华文学会办的最后一场舞台剧，上台表演的都是我的学长学姐，所以我即使自己一个人，也当然去捧场了……
[哈啦下：唉……当然一个人咯～狼说答应了自己2个星期不花钱出街，我不能让他毁了自己的约；我在学校唯一的姐妹—明仪，那个她不会中文；还有EG，那个宅男的敏敏回KL啦，更加更加不可能来=.= 我在学校的gang就只有这3人……汗、、]

撇开那些不说，其实也蛮庆幸自己是一个人去的～
舞台剧名为：《镜思语》，蛮艺术性的舞台剧，宗旨为表演者化身为一面镜子，让观众从他们身上看见自己，从而反省。里面说的都是很惹人反省的，譬如说：学习、贪念、埋怨、孤单、自大、放弃、死亡等等。

種子主藝: 《镜思语。TheMirror》剧照

话说我庆幸自己一个人去的原因是：正我是一人去，反省的空间变大了……不需要理会别人，一边看就一边放映自己，去思考，去领悟。

不过，一个人最最最最最最不好受的，就是当活动结束后><"
大家都是有人陪伴走出来的，然后走了出来过后，还是围着一大班讲话，很热闹的……而我，只是一个人走了出来，很渴望地寻找我认识的脸孔……

找～找～找～找～

最后，终于找到个我认识的学姐 T-T

从没想过可爱的她原来是个大好人！！！

陪了我聊下天（让我看起来没那么孤单）；拉着我拍了张照片（让我留下我有去看舞台剧的证据）；最后，还对我说再见（让我不会那么黯然地默默离开）……

最让我感到窝心的是这个学姐真的很会照顾人噢～

我离开前会跟我说：“自己一个人开车回家么？小心啊……”。然后，她脸带笑容地站在大门口，用眼神护送着我去黑漆漆的car park取车。

好久好久没感受到那么窝心的感觉了！！！ *感动ing* 

学姐大好人～

也许你不会知道，不过今天有了你那些小小的举动，让我的一天变得更加美好……呵

谢谢你……

这个星期里

总总的压力使我喘不过气

我发脾气

我质疑自己

我哭泣

我迷糊

今天，这些心结都打开了～

早上车里听见DJ说的些废话、老师、狼，还有这个舞台剧……

有意无意地

一块一块的

把我的信念信心都建立回来了

*谢谢你们*

现在的我

呼吸了

谢谢……

学习

从不应该停止

有了目标

我不应该放弃。

困难、压力

促进着成长的速度

眼泪

见证我的改变

我

不应该放弃

不应该质疑

我的信念

我的梦想

没有人比我更加清楚

我啊我～

抓紧它们，不要放弃……

知道吗？

你是最好的！！！

=)

What's wrong...

Everything seems too right that they cannot be wrong.

Everything seems too right that I cannot be wrong.

Everything seems too right that people cant see what's wrong.

But

There's something wrong.

And

I don't know what is it.

What's wrong with me...

Am I falling?

I don't feel right.

So not right that I denied.

I repressed.

But I feel fear...

HEROES. (and me nerddy-side)

Very excited mood activated now. Haha

It's an effect of a mood swing I guess... Mood swing sudd from emo-ok-emo-HYPER! lol

Why emo leh? Some very super personal prob, that's what I told Kxin at FB just now. But, who cares now~ That kinda mood just swing away jor... =)

How did it swing away? Haha... Simple... 1 word: HEROES.

Muahahahaha...

So bored n moody just now that I logged into Youtube to see if there's any interesting to watch.

But right after signed in, then stonned there >

Dunno what to watch...

Suddenly the word "HEROES" flashed in my mind, reminding me some relating funny vid that EG told me to watch. Ok lor~ I typed the word an got a video showing the promo on the latest season 4.

What capture me is not the vid itself (coz most of the scenes I watched it last week when EG gave ep1&2 to me), it's those comments. Dunno why I got so excited that I even scrolled down to see most of the 100++ comments people discussing the new season.

BEWARE: Next few paragraphs  me will be talking a language that most of you would not able to ustand. Well, I admit Im a HEROES freak (well, cwah always look at me with her mouth open widely -0- when I start talking bout HEROES stuff) lol

Most of the people are excited bout a t-BAG guy from Prison Break acting as a new villian in HEROES. Others talked bout how Sylar, Hiro, Claire, Matt etc. characters becoming boring. A few talked bout Peter losing his very special ability. Then some also lookig forward to big fight between Peter and Sylar. Blah Blah Blah and the list goes on....

I guess I am excited coz finally found people who have same thoughts. Sigh... Back to the reality, I have only EG (aka Jason aka my "sister") to talk about HEROES . Then whenever we start getting excited talking bout HEROES, the left-out wolf who don't watch the series will show us this (=.=) expression which I don't really like looking at. lol

Ended up me alone feeling hyper feeling super excited yet no one for me to talk about it. *sob*

Since I am so hyper now (good mood^^ doing mask too~ Hehe XD), me shall pour out me those nerddy thoughts about HEROES here..! XD =P

- Peter still so leng zai in new season. MAN! Paramedic... WOW
- Baby Matt super cute.Use your ability SUPER BABY!!!!
- Matt cham lor~ Disturbed by Sylar in his head. Wondering he's having hallucination or Sylar really in his head. LOL Why the writer always put weird storyline de ><"
- New bad guy really super evil big VILLIAN! Hate him... EWWW
- Yer~ I don't like looking at Ando kissing Hiro's sis. Weird dao... Ando is funny character lar~ Don't spoil it PLS
- Tracy... Broken into peices still not yet die ><" Haihh the writer cant find new character ady rite? Now change ability summore... Ice -> Water. swt swt
- Claire arr why whenever you jump down from buildings sure there's some1 looking... Hmm... But the new friend doesn't seem friendly anyway. I prefer guy friend. Haha
- Peter o peter.. Go get back your original ability ba... The copy cat power really lame leh.. Don't like it!!!

Me wan see more fightings, more abilities, more visual effects...!!!!! Haha XD

Haha... Never know that I got so many things to "san" ^^"

Late night. Finally got mood to sleep le.. *yawn*

Tmr still got class *lazy*

-Relaxing sleep after Class Test. AHHH.....-

忆。

今天，看见了一些事物，也想起了一些事物。
很奇怪，那颗心竟然还会抽动……抽痛。

——————————————————————————————

我相信，回忆，是一种永恒的东西。
它在你脑子里的位置，你不行否认，只是有太多人选择了去逃避。
人就是这样，我们喜欢那些让我们生活变得更轻松的事情，却常常忘了没有了那些麻烦、伤心、不愉快的心情，你又怎能为自己当下的感觉给予怎样的定义……没了衬托，你怎么可能知道？

很久以前的自己，一直生活在逃避里面。
我以为，我快乐，那一切就可以了。
常常看见别人怎么傻怎么痴，做出那些出乎意料的举动，我何尝不是也是这样？

其实，逃避着现实最痛苦的时候，就是你开始醒来的时候。
这时候的你，会想很多东西，想得你以为你自己疯了。
这时候的你，会跟自己吵架，矛盾得你看见自己变憔悴了。

世上所有的改变都不是简单的。
改变，是一种只有当事人才会晓得的心酸。
它需要好多好多的说服、勇气、眼泪、狠心……还有，你可以依靠的肩膀。
需要帮助的时候，就不需要逞强。
有了这些身边人的帮忙，很多事情会事半功倍的。
他们会安慰你、劝告你……
最重要的是他们会监视着你，让你没有机会“跟着自己的感觉走”。

时间会冲淡很多东西——这是真的。

事情过了许久之后，
偶尔，也许你会放纵地想起了某些感觉。
享受这些感觉吧……它们会让你学会看见自己的成长。
但是，这种自虐的事情做多了，谁也不好受。
点到为止——这是成长中需要学会的。

我体会的、我经历的、我放手的、我得到的、我学会的、我珍惜的、我明白的……
这些都是我的成长。

——————————————————————————————

睡了，醒了，我呆呆的仰望天花板。

手机响起，一把熟悉的声音……

就是这样一个巧妙的安排。

转载：只有仙后才知道……

TVXQ:"还爱吗?"

CASSIOPEIA:"爱."
TVXQ:"会痛吗?"
CASSIOPEIA:"你不痛吗?"
TVXQ:"会痛.看到你痛我会痛."
CASSIOPEIA:"不,我不痛.因为不想让你痛.所以,我要好好的,爱着,看着你幸福."

除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起经受多少艰辛与泪水而成名！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起并不是简单的偶像组合，他们背后的努力不为人所知！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起花费了多少精力才有了今天的成就！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起背负了多少人的AT还依然保持微笑！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起他们也仅仅只是孩子,却还要承受这么多！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起内心藏匿着对仙后们无比丰厚的爱！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起表面的欢乐，背后到底有多少忧伤！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起在感受到仙后爱的同时背后有多么的欣慰！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起的心永远系在仙后的心上！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起永远都是不落的太阳！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起永远和仙后座镶嵌在蔚蓝的长空中！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道东方神起和仙后永远是一体的！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道3年的等待代表什么！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道执着的喜欢着红色的真正含义！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道什么是仙后星座！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道等待才是真正的幸福！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道很认真的爱是什么！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道什么是没有可能性的爱情！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道什么是守护！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道什么叫为自己的爱的人不顾一切，见一面自己爱的人都成了奢侈 ！
除了仙后，
没有人知道仙后和东方神起永远都是一体的！
除了仙后，
没有人会知道…因为知道的人都会成为仙后！
东方神起万岁！仙后万岁！

我们是仙后,我们很自豪.

*花花是美丽的，性格是温柔的，身材是性感的，眼睛是勾魂的，厨艺是一流的，镜子是随身的，发呆是常有的；

*耗子是帅帅的，功夫是可怕的，精力是惊人的，虎牙是从前的，肚子是胖胖的，减肥是残忍的，队长是称职的；

*大米是搞笑的，爱妻是有名的，帽子是成堆的，英文是很溜的，微笑是无敌的，魅力是天生的，自恋是经常的；

秀秀是可爱的，下巴是翘翘的，性格是害羞的，跳舞是投入的，红参是最爱的，嫁人是可惜的，起床是可怕的；

*小珉是聪明的，在家是老幺的，笑容是天真的，学习是一级的，胃口是惊人的，身高是超标的，发飙是恐怖的；

*神起是永恒的，潜力是无限的，未来是光明的，仙后是强大的，解散是做梦的，第一是永远的，TVXQ是不败的

 
-转自:百度-

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= 你的名字：姻凤

= 外号：洋，fionn，肥羊(=.=），阿洋，秀洋（某J专用），jamban（我的mangkuk专用），老女人（妹妹与妹夫专用）等等～=.=

= 现在几点：12.35am

= 你现在正在听什么歌：没有在听耶～

= 在回答这封信前你吃过什么: kit kat

= 在回答这封信前你在做什么: 打报告

= 你现在在哪里: 客厅

= 现在的天气如何：热热

= 上一次吹蜡烛的数目: 18~（哈哈……比我大多数的朋友们少一个～）

= 你们家养过什么动物：金鱼、打架鱼、乌龟，现在是最得宠的hamster 2只～

= 有写部落吗: 有~ 还有2个！

= 星座：天蝎座

= 你有纹身吗：没有（不过我想耶～那种喷下去的，不固定的……）

= 目前有男/女友吗: 有 （被绑住了～）

= 想要有男/女朋友照顾吗：………………（不懂怎么回答耶～）

= 认为自己花心吗:  是！！！！！^U^

= 喜欢的人的类型：像XIAH这样可爱阳光爱心类型的～哈哈……还有一种是有正义感、安全感，很有知识的那种（金桢勋那种^^）……PS:anti大男人～

= 喝醉的糗事: （喝过一次而已，没糗事，因为喝完后就睡下去了=.=）

= 曾经出过车祸吗：有撞过人，也有被撞过～不过还好没有什么麻烦……*上天保佑*

= 喜欢目前的生活吗：嗯，喜欢～

= 不爱吃的东西：薄荷！！！！恶心到……

= 喜欢吃的东西：韩国烤肉！！寿司！！！还有那些辣辣的=) 还有还有很多都是看心情，季节性的咯……

= 喜欢喝什么：yogurt～

= 最喜欢的数字：11

= 最喜欢的电影: 《meet the robinsons》卡通片来的～很有意义下下^^

= 喜欢看哪一种电影类型：卡通片！（不要小看卡通，它们绝对比现在那些电影有营养得多～）还有，科幻片……

= 喜欢的漫画人物：新一～（帅到……）

= 喜欢的品牌：一个G字头的，不过我忘了那名字=.=（大概是什么gorvina/gorvana……）

= 最怀念的日子：中学时代（完全没有白费过～）

= 最伤心的经验：（不记得，不懂怎样分“最”=.=）

= 最喜欢星期几:  星期六（最爱在这一天出去走走了～）=)

= 最喜欢的季节：（我住马来西亚，没有季节的=.=舒服就够了～）

= 最喜欢的花: 淡淡色有优雅的感觉，feel就ok的了～

= 最喜欢的运动:   逛街～shopping =) （也是唯一的运动……）

= 最怕什么：游泳=水盖过头……

= 如果有来世：让我有能力继续自恋下去……

= 最讨厌的事：背叛、谎言。

= 最喜欢的事:   我自己。

=家住在第幾樓: （排屋……）

= 觉得自己十年后会在哪里：在个大公司里做工赚大钱～下了班就等老公接我放工那种……哈哈

= 无聊的时候你大多会做些什么：打blog……看偶像……打电话……玩game……还有，睡觉。

= 目前最恼人的事：我家笨蛋那不会拒绝，又随便答应（不守信用）的性格。*超级不爽*

= 希望的事 ： 今年生日收到特别的礼物；收齐1111个1111的照片。

= 觉得同性恋如何：选择自由～

= 那你会同性恋吗： 都无所谓的啦……

= 如果有人误会你：得空没事做啊那个人……

= 想过要怎么对付你讨厌的人吗：时常想飞个鞋子在他们的脸上。

= 通常几点上床睡觉：2-3点。

= 你觉得谁会先回这封信：没有人吧～

= 你觉得谁是最不可能回复的人: 大多数都不回的了……

= 你现在最想见的人：没有……我只想到：我想见的动物=我家的两只仓鼠。

= 你想在几岁结婚：没有想过～（个人认为结婚就被绑住，不是太好事来的……）

= 有想过自杀吗：完全没有!!(自恋的好处^^)

= 最希望谁回信：有心的…

= 想和收信者说：记得我是最好的～得空多想我吧……

= 对这封信息的感想:  原来我真的很自恋一下……


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