PleaseChopMyLeg!

Yesterday afternoon

A sheep was at home watching TV alone.

Suddenly she feel like exercising;

thus, she frog-jumped 50x.

And today her legs pain like hell

She climb up and down staircase like an old lady

She can't get up from the chair without feeling extreme pain

Even walking around she can feel the tear and wear off the muscles.

The moral of this story is...
Don't fa hiao exercise one-shot kuat kuat if you didn't exercise for quite some time.

Haihh...

50x Frog-jumps nia.. and I'm K.O.ed.

LOL.

Sleepless night.

Sei lo. It's so late night now but I still don't have mood to go to bed.
Don't have mood to continue with my revision either.


I should not drink coffee just now ><"


Sigh.
I bet someone will scold me when he see this post. It's 2.30 in the morning! (sorreeee.....)


Tomorrow gotta go school to do some of my event stuff.
And then thursday exam.
Saturday also exam.
Then next Monday & Tuesday got event stuff again.
And then Tuesday have exam, too.
Then Thurs and Friday exam again =.=
Then Friday gotta stay back to rehearse for event.
Then Saturday till Tuesday - four days straight - gotta busy with the event.


And then FINALLY - my HOLIDAY to ipoh!


Faster come lar 22nd Dec!
I can't wait any longer ><"


I feel like a machine now. Everyday do revision and revision and.... revision.
Do you know:
Exam make people stress. And stress make people feel low self-esteem.
And low self-esteem trigger negative body-image concern.
And so I feel FAT and UGLY now =(
It's been quite a long time that I didn't feel myself pretty. =( =( =(

Can you see how disastrous is exam?!

Arghhh...

Hmm.. Just wondering.. Can I go wake wolfie up and ask him to force me go to bed?

Hmmm...

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Nah~ don't want la.

greedy bad girl.

I want a driver.

I want a driver.

I want a driver.

I want a driver.

I wAnT a DriVEr.

I WanT a dRiVer.

I WaNt a dRiVeR.

i wanT A DrivEr.

IWANTADRIVERWHODOESNTCOMPLAIN.

I AM JEALOUS over THOSE GFs WHO HAVE THEIR BF AS 24-7 DRIVER.

You know, sometimes I really wish that I don't have a car and I don't know how to drive.
Coz I can get you to pick me up, fetch me here and there, without thinking whether by asking you to do so would end up burden you or give you any trouble.


I know this post seems really irrational. I really know.
But isn't it true every time I ask you to come pick me up, I will just end up conclude that it's rather easier if I drive and I will tell you to just wait me at some point. I wouldn't see driving for an outing with my BF as troublesome so things would be easier. for both me and you.

I know you tried but you just couldn't hide your relief whenever I say, "nevermind, I will drive". I know you mind about my feelings coz you'll try to double assure that I'm ok with the plan, but...
I wonder do you ever notice that I'm not really ok whenever I say "it's ok".
Maybe this is just you being yourself... You see all the positives in us.

Don't worry babe, it's ok. I'm fine. Not angry at you. Really. I just wanna complain. not about you. but for myself. Just a way to keep my cool in front of you.

Hope you'll find your way too.


I wana be a princess who have her personal driver that come pick her up to their fairyland. wana be pet with surprises and lovely gifts. wana have someone keep me accompanied 24-7 and make me smile.
I daydreamed and I wonder: does my prince know about these?