When you're gone.

You are going to Taiwan for a week.

Okay, I know it's a trip. I should be glad for you. Indeed I am =)

Just that....

For the very first time, I seriously think that I gonna miss you very much.

Ironically, but yes, first time.

Looking from a different perspective, I guess it's a real good chance for me to learn:

- to appreciate you more (please don't doubt that I have not ever appreciated you; I am already appreciating, it will be more more and MORE! =P)

- the true "miss you badly" kinda feeling (most of the time, it's like ONLY-3-days not seeing you =.= So, it's longest duration ever huh?)

- to wait for my souvenir anxiously (wait! does that count as "a learning" too? XP) (btw, get nice nice stuff for me wor~!!hehe)

- to enjoy some degree of freedom without you guarding by my side!! Wheeeeeeeeee~ (you know I'm just joking, don't you? ^^")

Lol.

Seriously, I think my day will be kinda imba when I don't have to reply messages or answer your calls.

I will miss you anyway. =)

And, please don't worry, I'll be SUPER good girl!

PS: Sweet dream my dear. See you tomorrow! ^^

PPS: If you're wondering, he will only be leaving next week =P

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First day of holiday.... Sem break!! Wheee~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Songs that accompanied me through my finals.

Stuck like glue - Sugarland

This song is sooooo cute ^^

** super like~**

Sara Bareilles - "King of Anything

Very "shuai" de song...like!!

Enrique Iglesias - Heartbeat ft. Sunidhi Chauhan

It's a English-Indian mix. Very "fresh/weird" combo~
dunno why but i still kinda like it..=P

Enrique Iglesias - Heartbeat ft. Nicole Scherzinger

This is the "full English" version one~

which, to me, sounds much more normal and nicer... hehe

the music clip is so sexy! 

Second paper tomorrow, and I've finished my text revision, 

it's so rare that I actually finished everything one day before the exam. Haha!

Last paper next Wednesday..

and then! HOLIDAY~

wheeee........

  

Decision Making

Suddenly feel like there're so many decisions to be made.

Whether or not to continue my minor?

-- which I have just decided not to take anymore, I GAVE UP! *without any regret*

What subjects to take for next semester when wolfie and Mr. EG are going for their internship?

-- Well, not that I cant be independent... Erm... Just that... You know, both of them know my style of doing things... (Ah, alright, I admit, I NEED THEM =.=)

Which free electives should I take - Design, Bus Stats, Maths etc?

-- Well, my main  reason for giving up minor is because it is pulling down my grades. So, if I wanna get subjects that I can be super sure I will score, it definitely will be Maths. BUT, what's the use of taking Maths sub? It's not like my future career can use such skills =.= Then, for Design, I dunno la, I have terrible experience for Design sub during my secondary school (which made me promise to myself never ever take design subject). So, how? how? how? Haihhhhhhhhh

Which internship I'm going to do for July-August?

 -- I saw one intersting opening which is to work with Mr. Kenneth aka the HELP Psych H.O.D but.... no allowance! ><" So how? Should I find internship which does not offer allowance? And... Mr. Kenneth's internship will not take me much time, as in I may only need to work like 2-3 days a week. Then the remaining days when I have no work, what should I do? Stone in house arr? So how? 

Pek chek leh~!

How should I decide??

*convincing myself not to think anymore coz I still haven't finish my revision*

*sign*

*awaiting end of finals and 3rd May! Yeepie =)*

我期待的美丽约定……现在不美丽了。

原谅和难受有分别的。

原谅了，不一定代表我心里很好受。

原谅，是为了避免自己再钻牛角尖；原谅，是避免把你搞到难受……

难受，我自己来好了。不必牵连你……

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也许是因为你的性格，你不会明白“一时想不起”给人带来的不好受。

我为你站在你的立场想……所以我告诉自己“算了，大方点，原谅你……”

偶尔我在想，你会不会知道为什么我那么在意。

想问你，你有想过我的立场吗？

——因为约定就是承诺，承诺是要摆在心上。这样不在意承诺，我会不难受吗？

什么都不明白的你，到底明白吗？

meaning

I'm feeling bored with my life and everything!


Maybe it's time to find something new to spice up my life?


I felt meaningless for everything I'm doing right now. I DONT LIKE IT! *sob*

You make me smile like the sun~ ^^

今天某狼突然在FB tag我……


PS：他平常都不会在FB做这样的东西（你看他那几百年都没有update的status就知道咯=.="），我想FB对他来讲只是>> 拿来玩小游戏+挖别人8卦的吧~


原来是这个post：~(^v^)~

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不要嫌棄身邊肉肉的女友…

肉肉的女生有优点：

1

可爱像宝宝

有种想冲上去蹂躏的想法

2

耐看

肉肉的女生什么时间段都差不多的

而瘦的女生第一眼好看

但日后会发现各个时间段或各个部位都怪怪的

总会感觉跟第一眼的美好差太远了

3

好玩爱玩

不敢和瘦的女生玩太疯

怕伤着她们

这胖点的就没后顾之忧了

4

好抱

这个就不用怎样分析

就是充实！

5

易养

肉肉的女生好像真的喝水都能长肉的

不过都特爱吃

爱好一样

能吃一块去

6

熬得起

肉肉的女生

生物钟都是不定时的

有事做就可以不睡觉

没事做就立即能睡得像只猪

但瘦的人貌似到了一定时间

想叫她陪你聊聊

只能收到“88”就不见人了

7

开朗

也许是性格

所以她们才肉肉的吧?

总感觉她们挺豁达

至少没有的瘦姑娘那么挑剔

这也不吃、那也不做

人生不用这么严格严谨吧?

还不如回家搞电脑小老婆

8

冬暖夏凉

不知为什么

肉肉的女生在夏天皮肤都是凉凉的

9

有个性

有思想

有胆量

有见识

体贴、贤惠

笑得灿烂

那笑声……完美

10

肉肉的胸部都挺大

总比平胸来得好

捉着没手感

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狼说是completely true噢~ 哈哈……我赞成呢~ 

不过………………人家也有想不要这样一直肉肉下去的啦~ ><"

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谢谢你给我的感动，我送你这首歌当回礼 ^^

Uncle Kraker - Smile =)

*BO*

生命中不可缺少的……你们。

今天，我很开心。
在这么忙碌的时刻，他们带给我的欢笑、快乐，真的给我好好地充电了……谢谢你们。真的……

虽然那个EARTH HOUR的event没有我们想象中的好玩，我们却自己娱乐了自己。哈哈~

好久好久……我没有看见我的姐妹们这么开怀地大笑……
好久好久，我已好久好久没有这么真诚地笑。

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Translation for mangkuk:

I'M HAPPY! with all my friends around me =)

Had a great night though the event is not so nice.. we syok sendiri~ hehe XP

Glad to have you all beside me ^^

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生命中不可缺少的……
The one and only...

*~妹妹们~*

（一起来dream high!）

+++姐妹们+++

（3缺1了~！某某芯快快回来啊~）

^^^MY mangkuk^^

（大学生活里，要是没有了她，我绝对少好多好多的欢乐~呵呵）<<  this one, sendiri go find translation ba.. bluek! =P

当然，还有……………………………………

***亲爱的——大灰狼***

*bo*bo*

我，比任何人更爱我自己……

并不是自私，因为……这是——自恋。

“灯，亮起来……我们献上一份爱~”

\\\\为地球献上一份爱////

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().....()

\\(o^v^o)//

weird

今天的我怪怪的。
一个人在家里，并不是无所事事的（我有很多功课等着我），可是却什么都不想做。

有一件事情，我耿耿于怀，也没有对任何人说——只有我自己知道。
也许不应该说是一件事情，它只是一个想法。
我并不知道自己是否应该去想它……是我多心了吧？但是，我真的害怕。万一……可是，也不可能啦，都没有……
嗯，没错。我就是这么矛盾。

现在的我提不起精神。
什么事情都不想做。
对不起阿狼，我用他来出气了……

今天是某芯的生日。
傻婆，生日快乐。在外地要好好照顾自己啊~
今天也是38妇女节。
应该是女人们一天欢庆我们为社会付出的日子，可是我却在这里自己不开心的……

我知道很不应该。可是我不懂该怎么办。

真的不懂。

久违的更新

有好几个月没来这里了~
都生灰尘了……><"

好多好多东西可以写，可是我没有推动力。懒！

有时候我在想，部落格也许是给得空的人写的，因为不得空的人——他们不得空写 =。=
不懂叻~ 我想至少我是这样的啦…… 当然，偶尔也是会很有mood写，就像现在这样。

今年我对自己说不要再把自己弄得这么忙了！
我有开始在减低自己的“工作量”……我觉得啊，自己还因为这样有点懒惰了 =(

从1月到接下来几个月，希望我都会过着没那么忙的日子。
不过！我想，以我的个性，还是会“不小心”为自己找来忙碌的机会~！哈哈

总之，想开开心心过这一年就对了！

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感动，是你给我的。

^^

谢谢你，大笨蛋...

PleaseChopMyLeg!

Yesterday afternoon

A sheep was at home watching TV alone.

Suddenly she feel like exercising;

thus, she frog-jumped 50x.

And today her legs pain like hell

She climb up and down staircase like an old lady

She can't get up from the chair without feeling extreme pain

Even walking around she can feel the tear and wear off the muscles.

The moral of this story is...
Don't fa hiao exercise one-shot kuat kuat if you didn't exercise for quite some time.

Haihh...

50x Frog-jumps nia.. and I'm K.O.ed.

LOL.